Update on Myself

[Noland Hardy]

I haven't really been feeling all that well lately, so I'm not being as vocal about things as I should be. It may even have an impact on how much time I'm spending on here in general. In case I'm not as responsive as I should be, here are things that you should be aware of that may contribute to my lack of attention.

My mind is currently discombobulated right now. I literally have lost my mind ever since last week. My fellow admins are the only ones who I've informed about a certain situation, and I'd rather not talk about it too much. I will admit that what I've told them about in private was one of the reasons why I started doing Insidious in the first place in order to direct my attention away from this issue. For all of the men that read this, just make sure you don't get into a relationship with crazy people (suicidal, liars, etc.) because you'll eventually realize that they'll try to bring you down. You should also be careful not to place yourselves in a situation where a woman will try to incriminate you. 9 times out of 10, you'll be the loser whenever something happens. I won in this case, but it's something that has made me not be as trusting nor loving to anyone else including my own family members considering all that has been happening to me the past few years. This is obviously never a good thing. It is also taking a toll on a certain class of mine, and I intend to get that remedied as soon as possible. 

There is also an injury I have that I've informed most of you of in the shoutbox. I'm currently going through physical therapy for it, so there will be some days where I will appear less frequently. I can't give any specific days as it all depends on the schedule that I'm most comfortable with each week, so you'll just have to be mindful of this whenever it happens. It will only be for a 4-6 week period at this rate, and it will be 1-2 times each week. 

Even though Insidious was started with a certain thing in mind (and me unfortunately basing a character off of someone involved in the problem...), I will continue it, but things are obviously not easy to do right now. All I need right now is some space and rest, and I'll hopefully return to something as close to normal as I could be at the moment. I won't disappear, but I won't be too relevant for a short while.

[Daniel Andersen]

I'm sorry to hear out this situation, Noland.
Don't worry about the plot; this is something too important and it's for the best to think about your health before everything else. It will all work out.
Stay strong.

[Dylan Tryster]

Being active or not, you are relevant to us all. I really understand what you said. I guess you are in a critical condition and situation, so I'll just go ahead to wish you godspeed in the healing of your injury, and wisdom to take care of whatever trouble you're in. I know you to be persistent and resilient, I know you can overcome any situation. Just stay true to yourself; don't let whatever people say to enter your head 'cause it may cause you to do something that'll bring a much bigger problem. Remember, wisdom is the principal thing! Take care, be well, stay safe, and do let anyone disturb you. I can't deny that I'll miss you, but anyway, keep on keeping on. Love ya! (I don't mean affectionate, lol. Just friendly.)

--- Dylan.

[Creator]

I remember about that situation, which I know it could hurt. Just take good care man.

[Tehrag]

Sorry to hear that you are having problems Zane, I wish you the best of luck in your struggles.

[Kingmana]

Ahmm, this certainly would make several people shut up but it's not the case with me. Let's see what I can say, you know me, I just like to speak when I have stuff to say.

I can't help but to relate with you in some aspects of those. I do have a friend that has issues, issues of that kind and I somewhat have them myself. What can I say? When you are thrown away to the street by your own mother for a whole day and have to sleep alone in a park, you really get into the worst part of yourself. Man, those are things that simply happen, it's so hard to deal with them, but we just have to press on. Though my friend had actually helped me quite a bunch, even his own issues, he is always there for kicking me up and making me go on and buff, that is so needed sometimes. I also know how it's like to be in bad terms with your own family. My parents are separated and that day of the street not only did my mother kicked me out of home, but my father came just to make it worse. Who in their sane mind call someone laying down ''dramatic'' and ''childish''? Oh parents, parents. Can't wait to be able to handle myself. 

Why I am sharing this? Eh, because I want to? Awss, come on, you have known me for at least two years or more, you must know by now how I am. These are not empty words, I consider you a friend and well I want to support you. I really want to toss whatever I have at hand for those that claim that ''thinking others have it worse helps you feel better'', because it's as stupid as things could come, but come on, sharing stories helps to a certain degree, right? At least I can show you I care by typing down this for no reason at all. Hey we are friends, so uh, what else need to be said?

Hope you get better from the injury. I am in no position to say anything about the site, but hey, I am sure everyone else understands. Who can complain with their epic admin? Get some time to feel better, we all need it on our own degree. Just improve.

And well...err....running low of words here. I suppose I have said what I wanted to *Scratches head*. Wish you the best, Zane.